Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Storm and both of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm coming home Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life