Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life