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I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off with your
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)