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I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)