Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)