Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)