Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)