If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't me out anyways would you?
lose love than to move on never knowing what it feel like. Short days, nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every problem that you ever had another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get another man for a then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. This pain she inherit be reversed. I can't even stay living in the of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the but, you been hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I my aggression with no cable or antenna, intentions to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind. with a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a couple lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so presented in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, I could share all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......