If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down road. made of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every problem that you ever had with man I gotta face. off on thin ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. pain she inherit can't be reversed. I even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in is that I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I wanna do is be relevant. Just tell me that I ever meant anything, Or you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, keep it moving and try to get out, I dont how to move on, I went wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......