Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's gone I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning clouds up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I it'll all be gray,
but your on my wall
It reminds me, that not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows over raindrop
2nd full volume with beat right after "thunder"

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom
I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em
but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a
If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her?
I'ma her Bonnie
I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with
I got a full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your fan
is Stan

Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert
you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six old
We waited in the cold for you,
four hours and you said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol
He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do
I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you
you would write - see I'm just like you in a way
I never my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and her
I can relate to what you're saying in your
so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed
I even got a of your name across the chest
I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose
yours, Stan -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it?
I know you got my two letters;
I the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive?
You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from
but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning
Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a letter or a call
I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk
but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send shit out?

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter
and here's an for your brother,
I wrote it on the cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you
Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you
But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is
You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down
And what's this about us meant to be together?
type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really you and your girlfriend need each other
or you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid
and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his was. it was you
Stan!