My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a her? I'm a name her I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert You have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write See I'm just you in a way I never my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can to what you're saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you call me man be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I send your ass It's been six and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved that guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin' in the trunk But I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that And an autograph for your brother I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I of missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling To help your ass from off the walls when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not want us to each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other Or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was, it was you Damn!