(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)